I'm alone in the world,
Well at least in my mind,
Words filling my head,
Though they make no sense.

..Shhh, be still...
Make no sound...
make no motion..
Not in your breath...
not in your eyes...
nothing...
...Shhhh....

I don't understand myself,
I don't understand the hurt I feel,
I don't understand my emotion,
I don't understand me.

..Shhh, be still...
Don't let these strangers,
Even friends... don't let them know,
Don't let them know you hurt...

Why do I feel so alone,
People are trying to help me,
But I feel they don't know this level,
For I am on the lowest now.

Shhh, this hurts I know,
But don't let them,
Believe me when I say,
Emotion is weakness....

I try to harden my heart,
Rid all the emotion,
Just as the voice says,
But when I try to make it hard,
Hard and unfeeling,
It hurts more...

Shhh, I know...
Things had gotten heavy,
Everything was deep,
Nothing really mattered,
So you just went to sleep...

Am I dreaming?
How can I hurt so bad?
How can I be awake?
This kind of hurt shouldn't exist..
...did I go to sleep?....

Shhh, I know...
I know this hurts,
I've told you before,
This won't hurt as bad...
If you just listen to me..

Who am I hearing?
Is it my subconcience?
What the hell is this feeling?
Am I dreaming?
Shhh......
Close your eyes,
...listen to me...
I will tell you of true loneliness....